Desperation #FreeVerse #Unapologetic

If I could just hold you
In the palm of my desperate hands
I would ask you one thing
“What will make you better?”

Medicines, diet, exercise
I know that’s what you’d say
For five months, I’ve done just that
Your improvement is not permanent

So, I would ask again
“What will make you better?”
Permanently, this time
Please! I need to know!!

As I sob, silently, into my pillow
Over, and over, again
Repeating my desperate question
Until sleep drags me under

“What will make you better?”

©️Unapologetically Me

Another Round #Rhyme #Unapologetic

A neon rainbow, flashes
drawing me toward its beauty,
The closer I get, the brighter it glows
a feeling begins, one of unity.

Liken beings call out
a home away from home,
Welcomed within their arms
sheltered beneath their dome.

Together, we mourn our losses
we nurse our heartaches, too,
Tears mingle with liquid comfort
crying out our why’s, and who’s.

A blanket of libations
a gauze for oozing souls,
A balm to ease our pain
happiness, our ending goal.

One finger, becomes another
escape in every drop,
My head begins to spin
me elbow becomes my prop.

Brown liquid swirls below
like the memories in my head,
Drowning in forlorn abandonment
a gut filled with dread.

Lonesome, once again
my woes fill stranger’s ears
Together, we speak our stories
through silent, salty tears.

©️Unapologetically Me

Lucid Dreaming #Rhyme #Unapologetic

Have you ever had a dream
so vivid, and clear,
No detail went unnoticed
all faces appeared.

You saw everything that happened
felt every single touch,
Whispered words were amplified
it all became too much.

When you tried to awaken
your being wouldn’t budge,
Trapped, you were, within your dream
trudging through thickened sludge.

That’s when panic consumes
screaming in your dream,
Claustrophobic asphyxiation
clawing at threaded seams.

Successfully, you escape
eyes opening with a start,
Barely breathing, you look around
clutching at your heart.

©️Unapologetically Me

Flashbacks #FreeVerse #Unapologetic

Unveiled;
Revealed before me
A lasting impression
Scars, ripped open

Vulnerability;
Emotional nakedness
Bared, blood, and all
Bruised, and battered flesh

Delineated;
Detailed anguish
Hidden within epidermis
Marring a once flawless surface

Nightmares;
Inner demons
Grotesquely displayed dominance
Unfortunately, she submits

Cowardly;
Petrified memories
Unable to bravely fight
For fear of fresh scars

©️Unapologetically Me

4:27AM #FreeVerse #Unapologetic

R e s t l e s s
Tossing, and turning
U n c o m f o r t a b l e
Awakened by aches
S i g h i n g
My little girl sleeps
Soundly, beside me
Oh, how I wish
T u r n i n g
I face my window
Looking up
Where stars usually rule
My eyes are met by
L i g h t
Bright, and full
The moon beams
Into my window
C a r e s s i n g
Bathing me
In lunar glow
A beautiful sight
T e m p t i n g
Seducing me
Teasing me with sleep
S i g h
Time for coffee

©️Unapologetically Me

Refresh Me #FreeVerse #Unapologetic

Lavender
Peppermint
Tea tree
Lemon

The scent of perfection
In my home
As the vapor
Makes its rounds
I feel at ease
Yet, refreshed
Funny, what beautiful scents
Can do to a person

©️Unapologetically Me

Peet’s Seduction #Rhyme #Unapologetic

Oh, for the love of Peet!
Perfectly grounded
A smooth talker
Pressed, with French undertones
A scent, so very hypnotizing
Beckons for me

As if in a trance
My mind, and body, answers
Fulfilling his call
Duty bound, by his seduction
Upon completion, need increases
Ready to reap heavenly benefits

Oh, for the love of Peet!
Melodious chords fill my ears
As ecstasy is revealed
Slow, and steady, desire calls
Giddily, I submit
Unable to fight his pull

Steam appears, out of the blue
Hot, and heavy, now free
No longer confined
Within its glass enclosure
As it fills my cup with love
Climaxing amidst swirls of white

Oh, for the love of Peet!

©️Unapologetically Me

Color Me Dead #Rhyme #Unapologetic

A monotone rainbow
Blacks, whites, and greys
Surround a dying heart
Lost in death’s rays
.
As life slowly turns
From reds, and blues
Losing itself
In solemn hues
.
A melancholic ambience
Shades of beige
Induces rage, in red
Bleeding all over the place
.
Crimson tides
Of tears, do fall
Draining life’s colors
As death does call

©️Unapologetically Me

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